YTuesday, June 28, 2005
Finally ok with Dad...Managed to have a talk with him and yeah..made him realise..
It's been quite some time actually..only now that i get to blog..
Heh..Im basically less suicidal now..a lil more sane..heh
Im still a lil lost..
My dad promised me that he'll try understand me now..try to TRUST me..amazing huh?? yeah..
Yet to see...Yet to Know..
Im not as close to Ah Ting now..
duno y..it's me I guess..I'm just confused........
I'm stressed..I dun wan her to pull me down..She's not really pulling me down..BUT i duno..I'm confused.
There are ppl whose talkin crap abt us..FCUKED.
I just need tym to figure things out..Hope she can undstand..
Baby..Thanx for putting up with me..I really am PROUD to have you..
I LOVE YOU....
I'm sorry abt kak long..things keep bringing her down..
Things keep happening to her...
I hope she can understand tat things happen for a reason..
IF ONLY i can be her replacement.
Be strong k sis..I'l try to be there for you..
Kak Sha..I understand where u are at now...BUT u shudn't just dive into an ultimatum..
Honestly..u dissapointed me..
I cant believe u can fall so easily for him..
He seems no better for you..
U deserve some1 better..Really...Please..JUST take your time..
You'll get wat u want..TRUST me..on tis k?
Basiclly..I feel pissed...cuz now that I'm ok..the people around me are not..
Life is really unfair..Im accepting it now...
I'm learning to live with it...
AND i hope the people i love will feel the same..
Keep on living your life..no matter how much it suckz..
I love you all...
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